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2009-02-02T23:43:00.001+08:00

HAHA. THIS IS A mmMULE.

2008-12-10T21:32:00.002+08:00

i find that i cannot speak to my mother without getting into an argument with her.

1-12-2008,MONDAY.

2008-12-02T21:45:00.003+08:00

since xanga isn't working,
i think blogger will be fine, too.
although i don't like it as much as xanga.

1-12-2008
parents and i went college hunting.
we went to taylor's-the business one-because of father.
he wants us to ask about the A level's thing.
i was like,"HAR? go to the main one lah."
but then, he was like," 去那边问一下啦."
which means, go there and ask lah.
so, we went down and ask.
and a man came and entertain us.
i dunno what happened, then my mom mentioned the NS thing.
the man was like,"oh, you can always differ the NS thing wan.."
i was in a foul mood that day already, so i just ignored him.
but then he wouldn't stop talking about NS,
saying that," oh, you know a, the NS thing, you can differ first, then when you finish your degree, you go back for NS lah."
then i snorted and rolled my eyes.
" but then hor, since you so want to go for NS, i think you don't have to differ it loh."
OMG.死白目。闭嘴啦！
stop talking about NS already.
you think i want to go ah?
djagd;ajhfusflwepfg.
enough with the NS thing already!
....i vaguely remembered what happened later.
just that we went to HELP, and found out that HELP was..
dark, dangerous.
beacuse we saw
1.beware of snatch thieves
2.提防色魔。-something like that-

my mom and i were like, shittttttttttttt.
"GO GO GO!" and we like ran out, literally.

ahahaha, then we went home. 8D

leeburteee.SPM.BRAIN.

2008-11-18T19:13:00.002+08:00

i am so relieved that add maths is OVER.
OVERRRR.
so over.
wahahahahahahahaha.
i don't care if i do good or bad. hmmf hmmf.
lal. and we'll( my mom and i) be going to Cheras for
YONG TAO FOO!
tomorrow lah.

ehniweyss, chemistry is on thursday.

ha ha.
lemme see.. i finished
1.BM
2.BI
3.HISTORY
4.MATH
5.BIBLE KNOWLEDGE
6.ADD MATH
7.MORAL

that's seven of them, which means i have 5 more subjects to go
until i can finally shake hands with liburtee and be
fweeeee!!! :3

ahh. andddd prom.
hmmm. it gives me headaches.
no dress, no shoes, no NOTHING.
let's not talk about this, shall we?
SPM is more important.

uhm. my brain is talking to me.
and right now, it is telling me to shout
" BUHNANANANANANANANANANANANA! you give me da yellowness in my life!"
WEIRD.

罚写

2008-11-07T00:54:00.002+08:00

don't you guys DARE to laugh.
I, very unfortunately got myself into this-罚写 Punishment.
Let's see, what did i have to write that day...
Yes. Now i remember.-___-. This was what i wrote:
“我以后再也不会叫-insert name here-笨蛋” 50 times.

Hahahahahaha. Laughallyouwant.D:

2008-10-24T10:08:00.002+08:00

i just noticed that my posts in blogger and xanga are totally different although i post them on the SAME day.

2008-10-24T08:45:00.002+08:00

today, i received my birthday present from lavender and lauren.
OMG, it's lyke so so so SOOOOOO preeetttaaayyy!
THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH GUYS!!!!!
I LUB YOU ALL!!!
though amanda might not see this, but still,
thank you manda, once again for that really really
pretty card. i shall treasure it FOREVER! FOREVER!
like, SERIOUSLY, kay?

You know, I seldom update my blog. And when I do, NO ONE in the world understands what I am talking about. OOOOhHHHH I'm such a genius!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA
-that was jia lik-

trixie is awesome. :) I LOVE HER.
-no she is NOT, and i do not lub her. D:-

fuwahahahahahaha!

lal. lav, you can read my mind. xD
and i like that. xD

ahoy ahoy!

2008-10-23T11:16:00.005+08:00

ANNE IS BACK!
finally, i have the access to the internet.

i love you too, lavender! though we don't hang out much,
we're still tight. MOOBS. wahahahaha! xDD
i really enjoyed talking to you about clothes, guy stuff,
practically EVERYTHING LAH! :3

love you!

aneeways, i'm at school. D:
so boooorrriiiinngggkk.
i practically spent my last few hours in the library yesterday weih.
and and and, my cousin's going to the states next monday.
hope she brings back a HUGE signboard-the ones which can be found on the roadsides- from america to me.
jane,i know you will get me that.
FUWAHAHAHAHA!

SPM is coming, i hate SPM.

Anne, signing out.

oh crap, it's back.

2008-10-10T01:34:00.002+08:00

When was the last time i got emo this year?
Hmmm. Many many months ago. But now, it's BACK.
SHIT. Shit. shit.

Plus,the worst thing is, i don't have a fucking clue why.

Anne, signing out.

2008-10-01T15:56:00.002+08:00

hoho, people will call me a dummy if i still believe that you like me and still treat me as a...a... GOD! What's that word again?

Oh yeah, a FRIEND.

tsk tsk, Anne Lee.
Tsk. tsk.

Anne, signing out.

farewell, cousin!

2008-09-30T23:17:00.004+08:00

lol. On Sunday, it was my cousin's farewell. xD Awesome shit!
Twas at shangri-la. Teh food varied from western to oriental. One word: OOOH!
Love, love,LOVE:
1. The ambience
2. The CAVIAR.
3. The pizza with eggplant.( i liek eggplantss. ;D)

Lal. That night, i saw most of my relatives eating oysters. So i decided to try one. My mother was urging me to try one. And i thought, It won't kill me, will it? O:
Hah. So i popped one into my mouth. That was when i was struck with horror. 原来 Oyster 不是那么好吃的…
我吃了一口，便很想哭… T__T
真不知道大人为什么那么喜欢吃它。
被、骗、了！O___olll
We wanted to stay a little longer, but our mother's condition doesn't allow us to do so. D';

Hmmm. I think i'll miss my cousin BIG TIME when he's gone.

untitled.

2008-09-19T13:02:00.002+08:00

no shock,
no anger,
no resentment.

...i asked myself. ''Why?''
after much thinking, i found my answer.

i saw it coming, darling.

你，非我族类。

2008-09-17T20:30:00.003+08:00

试问，一个以自我为中心的人，怎能容许他人闯入她的世界？

而这，就是本人。

你，非我族类，我岂能允许你擅闯禁地？！

接着，就刀光剑影，把擅闯禁地的超级大白目杀个片甲不留。

或是，让他生不如死、痛不欲生。

这就是超级大白目擅闯本人禁地的下场。

2008-08-26T17:31:00.000+08:00

don't call me QIN HE!

boob attack

2008-08-21T20:40:00.001+08:00

oh gawd. boob attackk.

so tired.

2008-08-16T13:51:00.002+08:00

haah.

are we even friends?
how can i possibly TRUST you after all those things you've done to me?
how can i even let myself believe that FRIENDS actually exist in this god forsaken world?!
time after time, the same thing happens to me.
and i will HATE myself for letting it happen again.

is there anyone out there that i can trust?
should i reach out to look for someone whom i can trust?
or should i give up?

i am so tired of all these shit.

Anne

2008-08-13T19:50:00.001+08:00

A&N- ANOTHER

N- NEMESIS

E- ELIMINATED

Dear Lavender

2008-08-09T16:50:00.003+08:00

i didn't break my leg, LUCKILY.
it was my mom. sorry if i made you think that i broke mine. D:
it sounded like it was me right? xD

oh, it hurts to see my mom in pain.
i think she secretly hoped that she could amputate her foot.

ohoho, a broken leg.

2008-08-08T20:38:00.003+08:00

how does it feel like to have a broken leg ?
and what happens?

1. it hurts. a lot. ( when you have a torn ligament and a broken fibula)

2. it swells up like shit.

3. you have a terrible blue-black.

4. when you are in an operation theatre,

you feel COLD. BECAUSE THE DOCTORS WOULDN'T GIVE A WARM BLANKET.

the temperature in there is cold in order to slow down your heart rate, smth like that.

5. you need crutches, wheelchair, and tons of pillows.

6. you need a macho man to carry you up and down the stairs.

7. you can't walk for a couple of months?

8. physiotherapy needed.

9. you get to stay at home and skip trials.

10. And most of all, you get to order people around to do your BIDDINGS.
Haaah!

让它随风飘逝吧！

2008-08-02T14:50:00.002+08:00

感情，

就像一阵风。

过去了，就让它随风飘逝。

别再往后看了，

因为，一切都已经变质了。

要记得，

好马不吃回头草！

但是，人就是人，不是马。

所以，我们还是可以回头。

因此，我们都是

烂马。

因为，我们还是吃着那些回头草。

2008-07-20T20:07:00.003+08:00

seriously, one thing about blogger is that i can NEVER KNOW who came to my blog.
D:
because they wouldn't leave a comment,
and blogger has no 'footprint' thing.
tsk.

hair problems. gone.

2008-07-20T19:47:00.000+08:00

because i cut my hair. xD

变态的心理

2008-07-19T00:41:00.003+08:00

today, we had break in school, as usual.
and today i was sitting with lauren. :D
lavender and amanda weren't there. boo hoo.
but as usual, there were prefects around. and they are very annoying.

so lauren went away for a moment after finishing her nasi lemak.
and i decided to pay trixie a 'visit' at her 30-hour famine booth.
when i was walking towards there, suddenly, i felt something moving.
it was somewhere beside me, but i didn't care at first.
but later, as i quicken my pace, it did also.
terrified, i took a glimpse.
OH. it was a PREFECT.
as i reached trixie's booth, i didn't see the prefect anymore.
so i though maybe she wasn't looking for me.
oh well. :D
then later, i saw her again.
and i am sure she was looking for me.
'interesting,' i told myself ' i shall play a game with the prefect for a moment.'
-GRINS menancingly-
so i hid behind the wall, HAH. she WAS looking for me.
i could see the white shirt of hers sticking out from the other side of the wall.
i stood there, and didn't move an inch.
she FINALLY found me(i think she is cock-eyed or something)
i mean, a person as tall as me, how can you NOT notice me??
yep. she came over and COMANDED me to pick up the plate on the table.
i told her, " they're NOT MINE. THEY ARE MY FRIE.."
before i could finish off my sentence,
she interrupted, " I WANT YOU TO PICK UP THE PLATES ON THE TABLE! NOW!"
and i went, " BUT THEY ARE NOT MINE! THEY ARE MY FRIEND'S. WHY SHOULD I GO AND PICK THEM UP? SHE'S GOING TO COME BA.."
yes, interrupted, AGAIN.
" I DON'T CARE, I WANT YOU TO CLEAN THEM UP, NOW!"
losing my patience,
i told her," LOOK, THOSE ARE MY FRIEND'S AND SHE WENT AWAY FOR A JUST A MOMENT. SHE'LL BE BACK TO CLEAN IT UP. OKAY?!"
i almost rolled my eyes.
she reluctantly, but still in a rude and bitchy manner, told me this:
" IF SHE'S NOT BACK, I WANT YOU( points at me, and looks at me with disgust) TO CLEAN IT UP!"
then she storms off, and i had a WTF moment until carmen came over. O____o

i hate kids

2008-07-17T23:01:00.003+08:00

i have no tolerance for little kids.
don't ask me why, for i do not know why.
i just can't stand it when they are super annoying.
and when they wouldn't listen to you.
especially when you tell them not play with your 20k organ.

AGH! DON'T TOUCH IT.
DON'T DON'T DON'T!
-ignores-( little kid)

-mother comes-
now, now, let's don't touch ze ze's organ.
i have told you guys before.
let's go now.

-mother leaves-
THE KIDS ARE BACK.

-shit shit shit- (me)
AHHHHHH. NO NO NONO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO!

and it goes on and on. and on. and on.

switch switch

2008-07-05T13:57:00.002+08:00

i think i'll switch back to xanga.
for i do not know how to use blogspot.

ie. upload photos.
i know it's lame. xD

i kissed.

2008-07-04T21:16:00.002+08:00

I

KISSED

A

GIRL

AND

I

LIKED

IT.

no, i am neither a lesbian nor bisexual.

spiderr.

2008-07-04T15:14:00.006+08:00

On the left side of my computer,
i see a spider.
a tiny spider spider,
which is making my computer into it's home.
let's call the spider a he.
mr snugglewumps will be his name.
mr snugglewumps is
brown, and has 8 legs.
alright, i'm talking crap here.
every spider has 8 legs.
unless some kid trapped and tortured it
and cut off his legs.
O_________o
THEN, the poor spider won't have 8 legs.

currently mr snugglewumps is weaving a web.
between my computer and my brother's
guide to compositions for primary schools book.
i can't really see the web though,
but mr snugglewump is dangling there.
he's not moving anymore. D:
SO,
i think he's sleeping. :)

the wind from the air-conditioner is blowing straight at Mr Snugglewumps' web.
his web looks thin and fragile. D:
BUT. it's still there.
miracle :D

i'm so tempted to break the
strand of web thingies Mr Snugglewumps has formed.
but shall refrain from doing so.
xD
sleep tight, Mr Snugglewumps!

宅女。

naked

2008-07-04T13:38:00.002+08:00

the world is naked. there's nothing that you can hide.
secrets are not secrets.

FUWUHAHAHAHA.

2008-07-02T20:33:00.003+08:00

HAHA! HA.
Jane is HERE.
Wahaha!
WAHAHAHAHAHA.
I have come to invade Anna Banana's blog.

Just because, I am AWESOME.
And having PMS.
Therefore I'm pissed off.

Ah well.
I like getting pissed at my dad.
He's so fun to get pissed with.

Oh, she's back.
BACK TO YOU, ANNE LEE.
thank you,jane lee.
HAH. i are baaaaaaack.
now, bai bai.

iamafuckingloser.

three letters.
e - m - o.

NO EMOING HERE PLEASE.
The JANE LEE is here.
:)

NEVER!
-SLITS WRISTS-

I am.. The ANTI-EMO.
But now I'm having PMS, so please lah, give me a reason.

THEREFORE.
I am a POCKET FULL OF SUNSHINE.

RAINBOWS LAH, BETCH.
NO. no rainbowsss.
blackbows. O_______O

I'm going to be emo now.
My dad called me FAT.
My mom called me UGLY.

I'm damn heartbroken now. ):
I wanna RUN AWAY FROM HOME.

-slits wrists-

oh no, cousin dearest!
i shall healyou!
with my emoness.
xD
so, slit MORE WRISTS!
although we only have two.

nevermind, spread THE EMO around!

Blood loss liao.
Dying.
Suffocation.
Death.
Fatality.
All those emotions, filled in my heart. All gone.

666.

no thanks to 666.
satan's number.

(;
I will SURVIVE!
and i will party like a rock starrrrr. xD
although iamafuckingloser.

No you aren't lah.
You need PAIN and SUFFOCATION.
Here's a blade. -hands you a blade-

Let's cut each other!
YAY!

after a few minutes.
..Jane, before i go,
i want to tell you something.

YOU..you are..
so fat and ugly.
-DIES, TONGUE LOLLING-

what.
the.
fuck.
-dies-

Therefore, kids.
Do not be emo, or you will end up like these retarded emo people.

THIS DOCUMENTARY IS BROUGHT TO YOU BY..

McDoogles! I'm Hatin' It! Emo!
Pradani Jeans - Emo clothes for emo people!
Roxeesh - For emo surfer chicks!
Sri UDK - For emo kids!
Della Computer! - For supplying these two retards the computer before dying!
Povillian LK - For making Jane EMO!
Jane's Parents! - For making Jane feel EVEN EMO! (bonus track)
(ps. please don't sue us.)

Thank you for watching! We hope to see you again in the afterworld.

note:
Jane
Anne

R. I. P.
Anne Lee 1991-2008
Jane Lee 1995-2008

tag. you're it.

2008-06-29T21:11:00.003+08:00

Rules .
1. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

2. Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. continue this game by sending it to other people

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1. Why are you doing this?
i am boreddd. to deathhh. D8

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
i live day by day. so, i have no dream. D:

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
my brother's. because he's being a byotch to me.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
invest. MWAR money! hoho.

5. What's your ideal lover like?
.....D: i dunno.

6. If there was one thing you want to change in the past,what would it be?
everything.

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
until HE comes into my life.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
there's nothing that i can do, i guess. SEDUCE him? D8

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
happy, yes. extremely? nada.

10. What takes you down the fastest?
O_____O

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
single, rich and owns a sexy lexus.

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
my family and friends. xD

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
:0 she's funny.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
SINGLE AND RICH.

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
check my phone, reply messages, SLEEP.

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
i dunno. maybe? o__O

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
the better one. O:

18. Do you judge people?
yes. iknowiamevil.

19. What type of people do you hate?
backstabber.

20. List 5 people to tag
people who are bored to deathhh, like me

changing slowly

2008-06-29T18:34:00.004+08:00

Today, i will change.
and be a better person.
these are a list of my flaws:
1. emotional
2. impulsive
3. impatient
4. pessimistic
5. lazy
6. greedy

from today onwards, i will change.
for the sake of myself and my family
because i have been a terrible sister and a daughter
I...
have been unleashing my anger on my siblings.
which i shouldn't have done at the first place.
have also been very impolite to my parents.
especially to my mother.
i tend to get impatient when i'm talking to her,
i have NEVER respected her.
and everything she does for me,
i take them for granted.
i never say " thank you" for all the things that she has done for me.
i never, once in my 17 years of life, said " i'm sorry"
when i've done something wrong and hurt her.
what i do was COMPLAIN, COMPLAIN & complain.

it's hard to apologise because :
1. I always think that i'll do something stupid when i say those words like, burst into tears in front of my mom and it makes me look vulnerable.
2. I'm not good at saying this.
3. i have never said it before.

pathetic much?
totally.
and i know, those are lame reasons.
but they are TRUE.
no kidding.

宅女

raiN.

2008-06-29T11:09:00.003+08:00

It looks like it's going to rain soon. D:
i don't really like rains.
i just woke up and everything looks so dark.
but i like it.
The wind is blowing, and you can smell the earth when the wind blows.
It's indicating that it's going to rain,
soon.

错爱，就好像一双不合适的鞋，
穿了脚痛，扔了心痛。

宅女。

dreams

2008-06-29T11:03:00.003+08:00

Recently, i've been having many dreams.
not just your ordinary random dream,
but random+weird, and nightmares.
i've been having nightmares for 3 days already.
i think i'm going to have it again.
tonight.

宅女。

sleep talk and hearing aids

2008-06-29T01:20:00.004+08:00

I want to blog.
but i dunno what to write about.
hmm.
let me see.
my ears.
yup yup. i'll blog about them.
my ears are partially deaf, i think.
that's why i need people to keep repeating their sentences.
BUT. i drive them crazy, and they just won't repeat their sentences for me.
D: which sucks. T_____________T
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
ANYWAYYSS.
that day, i think it was friday.
yep. friday.
We ( lauren, lavender and i), well i started the topic
about the fat thingies at the underarms thingy.
and then i think it kinda got out of control and
Pamela was giving us weird stares. D:
i had no choice but to laugh- although i didn't like it when she was giving
lav and lauren weird faces- so that it wouldn't be THAT awkward.
Eugg.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Aaaaannnddd.
i found out that i sleeptalk. D:
my younger brother caught me doing that twice.
and last night, i sleeptalked, again.
and that time, i was kinda awake and i was aware that i was sleeptalking.
AND I BLOODY SLEEPTALKED 3 TIMES!
O_______O
I WAS AWARE ABOUT IT.
ugg. well, i couldn't remember what did i say last night.
but i can tell you that the things that i said were WEIRD.
i think i heard myself mumbling the word " mom... "
uggggggggggg. i must be one weird girl.

宅女。

3 wayS conference.

2008-06-28T13:58:00.004+08:00

dun dun dun!
yar, mother dearest wanted to see me and my brother's teachers.
and she wanted to see mr. yow.
so, we went and see my brother's teachers.
same comment: TALKATIVE and lazy. disrupts the lessons. ( if not mistaken)
my brother was not a talkative.
he was the kid who hid behind hismother when he's introduced to strangers.
yep. that kind of kid. but when he reached 11,
he suddenly became an outspoken kid,
confident, and THE TALKATIVE KID.
it's as if me and brother switched personalities.
he became the talkative one, and i'm the quiet one.
well, i'm quiet if you don't really know me.
wait till you get to know me,
then you'll see the talkative side of yours truly. xD
then you'll beg me to shaddup. X)
SERIOUSLY.
okay. back to the topic.
after seeing my brother's teachers,
we went down to see mr yow.
D:
but then, mrs chan wanted to see him.
so, we didn't sit down and talk like the other parents did.
lol. but they talked and walk at the same time while mr yow was heading to her office.
and my mom said, '' oh my, mr yow looks so old compared to the last time i saw him!''
but to me, he still looks the same. maybe i see him often, that's why. LOL.
i have a test later, i think i better study now.
so, that's all. xD

宅女。

SHE

2008-06-28T00:11:00.003+08:00

Just can't stop talking.
yak yak yakkity-yak.
NON STOP!
it's a miracle i have not once foam and start spasming on the floor.
has anyone told her to keep her mouth shut?
just for 5 minutes?
i will praise the lord for keeping her mouth shut.
just like how he tol his angels to keep the lions' mouths shut
when Elijah was thrown into their den.
yeah, THAT.
~ 000000 ~
for 3 and a half years, i have to bear with it.
and i still remember when i was in form 2,
she wasn't even nice to me.
until we went to form 3,
just all of a sudden,
she starts talking to me
as if i'm her LONG LOST friend.
which was very....weird.
even i myself couldn't believe it.
but then , hey, WTH.
if she wants to talk to me,
then talk.
if she wants to bitch about me,
then bitch all she wants.
it's her mouth, afterall.
that's SO two faced.
imagining her talking bad about you behind your back,
and the next minute,
she comes up to you with her warmest smile,
and asks you for help.
like, WHAT?
geez.

2008-06-10T21:24:00.002+08:00

本来我有好多好多东西想写下,与你们一起分享的。
可是，一登入 blogspot，我便不知道想写些什么了。
limewire一直播着那首令人烦厌的歌。好像是
misery business 的歌。
呃。烦！

最近不知道怎么了，我身边所发生的一切，
我都不想告诉朋友们。不管是开心的，或是伤心的，
我都不愿意告诉。想把我周围所发生的一切
憋在心里。说与不说，没有什么分别。
所以，最近做事总是丢三落四。

呃。。。不对不对！我做事一向来都是丢三落四的。D:
今天，我被那个讨厌的 mr. chew 骂。
丢脸死了。
@#%!*(!(!)*#&+)@*&^%

2008-06-10T21:10:00.001+08:00

teachers are sadists.

the photostat shop.

2008-06-08T16:22:00.002+08:00

today, i went to the bloody photostat shop to bind my project.
my bloody moral project.

one of my project was bound/bind whatever, but i didn't tell the old photostat(sp?) lady.
because i didn't know that there were 20 and 21 holes for the binding thing.
stupid lady.
when she found out that the my aforementioned
project had 21 holes or whatever you call it,
she said she's not gonna help me bind my project already.
AFTER SHE BOUND/BIND (OH! I DUNNO!) THE OTHER PAPERS TOGETHER.
so, it's like, one part of it has 20 bloody damn holes,
and the rest were HOLE-LESS.
i was like, " Lady, can't you just BIND them up for me since
you've already did the first few ones?"
BUT NO.
that stupid OLD WOMAN just IGNORED me.
she bloody ignored me! ME!

ugh. i don't feel like blogging anymore.

morning people.

2008-05-30T07:36:00.001+08:00

yes.morning. D:
i don't wanna wake up. D:
TIREDDDD.
and my hair is a mess.
MESSSSSSS.

hat yai.

2008-05-30T00:24:00.002+08:00

Today I arrived at hat Yai.

HAH. i rock.
i like, woke up at 5 something in the morning.
because it's like a trip thingy.
my cousins are retarded.
one is perverted.
the other is just very ah mah.
correcting my grammar.
LIKE AH MAH ONLY.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHa.

condoms. hair ties.

2008-05-15T23:24:00.002+08:00

hoho.

mother is leaving tomorrow.
to CHINA!
a country where hair ties are made of condoms.
USED CONDOMS. dun dun dun!
D8 very unhygienic.
used condoms might contain STDs.
according to the people there,
they said that the hair ties are selling real good,
the quality is good also.
yuck.

sorry, your account has been terminated without....

2008-05-08T11:11:00.004+08:00

celcom has the right to terminate your account without prior notice.
hello celcom user, aka mother.
your account will be terminated thanks to your daughter dearest.
aka abilene lee.
my sister prank called the police station with my mother's phone.
smart ass. oho.
and my mother was wondering since when did she call up a police station.
and when she heard what happened - from me- she had the WTF look
on her face. lol.
it's not an expression you can find on a parent's face everyday.
oho.

bone marrows. osteoperosis. love.

2008-05-08T09:25:00.005+08:00

lol. that day my mother cooked some bone marrow soup or something.
those pork bone marrows were..funny.
i didn't drink lah,
because i thought that they were..
funny.
but my siblings did.
they ate and drank the soup.
anthony(brother) said that the bone marrow was guuuuddd.
like how? i asked
he said that they tasted like oreo,chicken,pork,chocolate and..
COOKIE.
bone marrow which tastes like a cookie? o.O''
lol. very funny indeed.
and according to my mother,
after drinking the soup and eating the bone marrows,
it can help us to prevent osteoperosis from happening.
hmm. i'm not very convinced.
cos, as a science student, it said that osteoperosis cannot be prevented.
you can only slow down the process.
i think, something like that.

don't you think it's funny how one isn't sure that he/she likes the person?
i am the one who isn't sure about that.
which is, very..
pathetic.
and i turned that person down.
i have feelings for him.
ohyesido.
i am very confused now.
it's just that.. just that..
OH, I JUST DON'T KNOW!
lauren has found the one for her,
and i think the guy likes her also.
:D
just like my case.
i like him and he likes me back.
i wonder if he'll ask me again.
psh. pathetic. i shall never talk about this anymore.

drip drip.. splat

2008-05-07T20:38:00.002+08:00

today, during lunch, lauren was telling me something.
and that time i was eating yogurt.
lawl.
i am 17 year old and guess what happened?
lauren was talking, i was eating, enjoying my delicious yogurt,
then suddenly,
DRIP.
the yogurt dripped onto my left hand.
-.-''
then i licked it off.
lauren was laughing.
then later, we acted as if nothing happened.
ok, we talked again.
then.
DRIP DRIP SPLAT.
on my school clothes.
and then i swear lauren was laughing her ass off.
xD
it was so embarrassing, drip drip drip. D8
lauren was nice, she went and got some tissues for me
so that i won't make a fool out of myself by walking around
the cafeteria with yougurt splats/drips on my school shirt.
but then... they wouldn't come off although i wiped them off with the tissues.
so, i went to the toilet to clean up my mess.
when i was walking to the toilet,
the whole gang-kinda-of columbus ppl looked at me and..
LAUGHED.
especially ee ping.
i don't mind, actually. :D

in the toilet:
lauren said it look like cum.
D8
i meant the yougurt splats.
LAWL. then it was lauren's turn.
OHO!
hers was worse.
she had some gum thingy stuck to her clothes.
xD
lawl. CUM AND GUM.

black and gold, baby!

2008-05-02T16:07:00.004+08:00

black and gold, black and gold, black and gold.

hey, i was listening to sam sparro's song yes. sam sparro. not SAM SPARROW. FYI. BLACK AND GOLD. i am so addicted to the song! i've been listening to it for more than 20 times already. AAAAAANNNNDDDD. isn't he HAWWTT??!

oho! i AM talking to my friend who'll be going to australia soon. D: she's going to an art school! oh! how i love art! i envy that lucky chick! i shall hide in her luggage and fly all the way to australia. OHOHOHOHO!

don't you come back no more!

2008-04-30T02:00:00.003+08:00

║*~随同我，沉醉于梦幻般的世界吧！亲爱的！~*║

hit the road jack!
don't you come back no more,
no more, no more, no more!
hit the road jack,
don't you come back no more!

lol. this blog has nothing to do with the title.
this post is irrelevant to the title.
xD
i am working on my project, moral project
which is due tomorrow.
D:
and i'm not done with it yet.
ish!
and tomorrow!
i have to present my lisan!
i was like an idiot today.
so stupid. D:
because... i wasn't prepared at all.
gwahtjehwetjesklslsmlnslns
i still have my moral project to finish!
title: kitar semula.
that's the last one.
then...hallelujah!
immafreeman!
well, not a man.
a girl, then.
:3

ilovenummbers.
ohohohohoho.theylooksocute!
ohohohohohoho!
ahahaha, yesiamveryrandom.
forgive my random-NESS. xD

0210hrs now.
time for me to sleep.
z..z...z...
maybe i'll sleep in the study room
withmybelovedcomputer,
oh yes.
mybelovedcomputer.
z...z...z...z..z.z.z.z..z...

that thursaday..

2008-04-30T00:19:00.001+08:00

Lol. Trixie, that woman.

Kept giving me those kinds of looks when Jun Lin was talking to me.

Haih... xD

She was... smirking? Or was it grinning?

I’m sorry, my English isn't that good. D:

I’m supposed to work on my lisan now.

But then... look what am I doing?

LOL. Yes. BLOGGING.

And guess what, this is my second time writing this blog.

Because apparently,

It says, COULD NOT CONTACT BLOGGER.COM.

SAVING AND PUBLISHING MAY FAIL.

RETRYING.

GASP!

Therefore, I’m rewriting my blog.

Oh, and yesterday, my mother went to the hospital

Because she has polyps (sp?) in her large intestines.

So, she might be having cancer.

If she doesn't treat it soon.

D: D: D: D: D:

So she went there yesterday to

bang zhi cang. :0

I hope everything is ok now.

Great. There’s something wrong with the internet connection.

║*~随同我，沉醉于梦幻般的世界吧！亲爱的！~*║

paramount chanpionship

2008-04-24T16:56:00.000+08:00

>.<
crushcrushcrush/
that's what you get.
we're singing either one.
lalalalalala~
xD

crushcrushcrush:
I got a lot to say to you
Yeah, I got a lot to say
I noticed your eyes are always glued to me
Keeping them here
And it makes no sense at all

They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
You little spies
They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
You little spies

Crush
Crush
Crush
Crush, crush
(Two, three, four!)

Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
Just the one, two, of us is counting on
That never happens
I guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than, this

If you want to play it like a game
Well, come on, come on, let's play
Cause I'd rather waste my life pretending
Than have to forget you for one whole minute

They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
You little spies
They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
You little spies

Crush
Crush
Crush
Crush, crush
(Two, three, four!)

Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
Just the one, two of us is counting on
That never happens
I guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than this now

Rock and roll, baby
Don't you know that we're all alone now?
I need something to sing about
Rock and roll, hey (hey)
Don't you know, baby, we're all alone now?
I need something to sing about
Rock and roll, hey (hey)
Don't you know, baby, we're all alone now?
Give me something to sing about

Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
Just the one, two of us is counting on
That never happens
I guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than

No-o-o

Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
Just the one, two of us is counting on
That never happens
I guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than
More than this
Oh

lol, i am totally addicted to sean kingston's
take you there.
:D
i really love it!
it's so catchy, to me laa. :o
and the beat.. awesome!
note: i'm not a sean kingston fan.

owhh.and on monday,
we have 4 periods of mr yow.
DUN DUN DUN!
D:
so, have to study electrochemistry and umm..
let me check my notebook first.
owhh, chemical bonding.
D: D: D: D:
everyone will kena from mr yow.
so.. MUST read!
otherwise, i'll look like an idiot, as usual.
because i'll always be standing when he asks me a question.
so, 发愤图强!!
cannot look like 笨蛋。
D< very pai-se.

ha. i'm listening to paramore's
that's what you get.
lololololol.
i think, crushcrushcrush is better.
must tell jia lik they all.

║*~随同我，沉醉于梦幻般的世界吧！亲爱的！~*║

2008-04-22T22:33:00.001+08:00

finally. this one is with val and jia.
i was like, HUH?
lol. jia lik can't diffrentiate between lavender and valerie.
blur woman. xD

[ chris+me]
lol. yes.
拍得最好的就是这张。
所以，我以这张照片引以为荣。

i walk like.....

2008-04-21T21:24:00.000+08:00

i walk like an animal.
give you some hints.
它, 灰色的.
很大只
皮肤粗糙
lol. really.
cos when i walk,
i walk like an elephant.
i do not walk like a girl.
when i'm wearing heels,
that is.
my mom said that i practically stomp when i walk.
D: D: D:
like elephant only. D;

and. i found out that i'm only 166cm.
not 170cm. hmmph!
and i thought i was 170cm. ;_________;
结果, 才166cm.
dun dun dun.
还以为自己很高. haih.

lol. and i found out that my left ear lobe
is THICKER than my right one.

buzz buzz buzz

2008-04-21T00:33:00.000+08:00

as busy as a bee i am. D:
sigh.

now , i have to work on my lisan.
supadupaSIGH.
D: D:
asdfghjkl;sdfghjkl;ertyuiop[
work work work until the wee hours of umm.
umm. sry, my english is horrible.
i'm working on hari perayaan.
i think i should do it, alone.
ALONE. cause selvam said we'll get higher marks and stuff,
but then..nevermind.
my eyes are like, going to 打结already.
so tired.
it's 0037hrs now.
MUST..WORK..WORK.. ON BM LISAN..
groan.
this is ponitless.
presenting in front of everybody.
about somethinf they already KNOW. D<
thanks to my lameness.
what is your tajuk?
"PERAYAAN."
great.
/:

oh, and last night in manda's party,
i was talking to jia lik.
apparently she didn't know that i told HIM
that it wasn't going to work and stuff.
she said ishouldgivehimachanceinsteadofbreakinghisheart. D:
but what about me? 我很辛苦. 真的.
egad. i'm still dwelling in this ridiculous matter.
this...过了的往事. :o
well, not 往事 actually, it was just last month.
i THINK.
ok. back to the topic.
where was i...hmmm.
oh yes, the breaking his heart part.
......... aiyoh. Dx
he's nice and stuff laa, but then, he's just not my cup of 茶.
and apparently, trixie is his umm.
CONSULTANT? o_O
lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala

fine. let's just forget about that.
i'm in love with this song by Ally and AJ:

potential breakup song

It took too long
It took too long
It took to long for you to call back
And normally I would just forget that
Except for the fact it was my birthday
My stupid birthday

I played along
I played along
I played along it rolled right off my back
Obviously my armor was cracked
What kind of a boyfriend would forget that?
Who would forget that?

The type of guy who doesn't see
What he has until she leaves
Don't let me go
Cause without me, you know you're lost
Wise up now or pay the cost
Soon you will know

You're not livin' till you're livin'
Livin' with me
You're not winnin' till you're winnin'
Winnin' me
You're not gettin' till you're gettin'
Gettin' to me
You're not livin' till you're livin'
Livin' for me

This is the potential breakup song
Our album needs just one
Oh baby please
Please tell me

We got along
We got along
We got along until you did that
Now all I want is just my stuff back
Do you get that?
Let me repeat that
I want my stuff back

You can send it in a box
I don't care just drop it off
I won't be home
Cause without me, you know you're lost
Minus you I'm better off
Soon you will know

You're not livin' till you're livin'
Livin' with me
You're not winnin' till you're winnin'
Winnin' me
You're not gettin' till you're gettin'
Gettin' to me
You're not livin' till you're livin'
Livin' for me

You can try, you can try
You know I know it'd be a lie
Without me you're gonna die
So you better think clearly, clearly
Before you nearly, nearly
Mess up the situation that your gonna miss dearly, dearly
C'mon

You're not livin' till you're livin'
Livin' with me
You're not winnin' till you're winnin'
Winnin' me
You're not gettin' till you're gettin'
Gettin' to me
You're not livin' till you're livin'
Livin' for me

This is the potential breakup song
Our album needs just one
Oh baby please
Please tell me

This is the potential make-up song
please just admit you're wrong
Which will it be?
Which will it be?

: o

2008-04-20T22:06:00.000+08:00

`touch ma body~

lol. yes, addicted to mariah carey's song.
and. that retarded MV. xD

today, we went to the gardens after church.
yushh. there was so many BRANDED shops there where you can't find in KLCC.
:D
we ate some taiwanese food.
sucked like shit. D<
got FAT for no reason.
walked around, tried on shoes.
OMG. they are HEAVENLY.
I told my cousin about it,
she said, go STROKE it.

then later, grocery shopping,
dunno how many hours in that clod storage. D<
then.. bought this horrible nugget.
the meat was YELLOW in colour.
and the meat tasted like... paper. -________-
horrible, and off it went into the rubbish bin.

bought tons of stuff.
and we couln't go anywhere because of the large amount of groceries we bought.
T.T
i had to sit beside the stupid trolleys whereas my mom goes to some pharmacy.
D: D: D: D:
then jane, my cousin said,
" do not fret cousin! we will make our kids suffer when we become wives.
we go shoppping for louis vuitton. they sit by the sides with trolleys." xD

"and this tradition shall go on and on." >:D

lol. and yesterday was manda's party.
xD the food was, ABUNDANT.
kept eating like, non stop.
dun dun dun.
i was eating like a boar last night.
cam whored like shit.
it turned into a cam whore party instead.
: D
everything was FUN, except that my seat,
yeah, only that place, the air conditioner was dripping.
;___________;
drip drip drip
but then i moved away from there lah.
xD

my oral project

2008-04-15T21:43:00.000+08:00

my english moral project a...
aiyoh, i finally finished it.
FINALLY.
and then today, ms nithia 进来讲我。
讲讲讲。一直讲。

i didn't really care. just that i was damn freaking embarrassed lah.
my neck, ears, i could feel that they were HOT.
H.O.T.
very the hot somemore.
eeyer. so the embarrassing. D: D: D:

and then alison 讲
lol. getting married?
and i won't be alone.
aiyoh. I 老了，忘了。 D：
forgot what she wrote 了。
lol. 反正。。。。。 alison said love is..
going to bring me happiness and much more stuff. xD
and i won't be a loner. :3
thanks alison!
i shall not rush into this matter(love). xD
OH! and tomorrow i will be pontenging school.

一直睡，睡到天荒地老。。。一直睡到世界末日。
睡，睡，睡！

i'm sweating like a hippo now. D:
eeyer. need to bathe. D; so lazy.

2008-04-14T20:10:00.000+08:00

today, i yelled at ms nithia.
but wait. SHE STARTED IT FIRST.
not me.

it's not my fault.
lalalalalalalala
not my fault.
not my fault!!!!
D:<

2008-04-12T15:06:00.000+08:00

hahaha.
after reading my friend's blog and stuff,
i can see thst she's damn happy when she's with her bf.
xD
i guess that's how you'll feel when you're with someone whom you lub.
xDD
apparently, i haven't meet the person yet though
i thought i did. but NAH.
he wasn't the one.
guess i'll have to wait
xDD

but i'm not a despo,
so i don't really mind/care.

oh, and my mom said that we're going to
bangsar!
yay! i've never been to bangsar..
wait.
i have. but not bangsar village. :D
i shall shop for my prom dress.
i think. xD
convince my mama to buy me one. :D
i shalllll.
and then, maybe shoes.
xD
YAY!! YAY!
whoooo~~

my legs

2008-04-09T00:08:00.000+08:00

yes.
most of the pepople i know say that i have long legs ans they are pretty.
yeah right.
i'm only proud of them because they make me seem taller.

i find that my legs aren't useful at all.
they trip me over (almost everytime) when i'm walking
i can't use them to run
i can't fence properly with them.
i can't dance.

they're just this pair of awfully long legs
which trips me over most of the time.
therefore, i get bruises on my knees.
ALWAYS.

我的志愿和梦想

2008-04-08T22:46:00.000+08:00

是的。我的志愿与梦想：D

我的梦想
1. 睡觉可以流口水.
2. 考试 "刚好" 生病。
3. 以后到bermuda triangle 去住。

我的志愿
1. 一个警察（贪污的烂警察）
2. 一明伟大及体谅病人的医生（病人要多少天的MC ，我就TMD给他多少天的MC）
3. 最后，成为一个社会的败类。

如果您有任何IDEAS，请告诉我哦！
xD
thank you, thank you. xDD

we are friends!

2008-04-05T23:38:00.000+08:00

yes.
he texted.
and apologised.
lol. and i think we're cool now.
:D at least we are friends again.

i'm very glad. xD

i'm fine now.

2008-04-05T20:21:00.000+08:00

i have to go on with my life without him.
i shall seal my thoughts about him
far far away in a dark corner.
so i shall never think of him anymore.

ANNE. be strong.
do not think of him anymore.
DO NOT.

lol. i was talking to my cousin last night.
i vowed that i'll never get married and stuff
because of the incident..
and if i did, i will bark three times in front of a crowd.
and she sed that she'll be watching.
xD
i am weird lah.
until now, i have not CRUSHED/CRUSH majorly on a guy before.
dunno why.
most of my friends have/had.
Lol. xD
i'll be a loner in the future. xD

my feelings.

2008-04-04T12:43:00.000+08:00

i dunno why and what the hell has gotten into me.
i am thinking of him every single second.
this is weird. this is ABNORMAL.
abomination.
whatever.
i bet 1 million that he hates me like shit now
for all the things i've done.
ugh.
i'm such an ass.
i'm an ass,
an ass.
a pathetic ass.
assassassassassassassass
i've been freaking EMOING for two days.
because of him.
i am in so much pain now..

BUT.
does this mean that i like him?
but i am quite sure that i don't like like him.
sure, i like him a lot, as a friend.
and maybe more than a friend, ( a little or maybe more )
i dunno. i'm so confused now.
i need guidance or i think i'll kill myself.
and he hates me. ha hates hates hates me.

yeah, maybe i like him more than a friend
but not as much as a girlfriend boyfriend thing.
oh, i'm such a loser!
i hate myself for everything i've done.
it'll go away soon.
not for long and i'll be as happy as a lark again.
i will.
i'm such a lewser. a failure.
oh! i've got to stop this.

Dear Lord,
give me strenght and power so that i may overcome these.
lord, i pray to you,
be with me and guide me in everything that i'm doing.
without you, i am worthless.
with you by my side, i know that the impossible will
always be POSSIBLE.
lord god, help me .
lord, give me courage.
i pray to you.
amen.

yesterday. the day before yesterday.

2008-04-04T12:39:00.000+08:00

Today, as usual.school
Mr. yow.Mr. yow.Mr. yow.
miserable.miserable.miserable.
FOUR periods of mr yow.
and i know that he despise me.i know he dreads teaching me
.that's how all the teachers react to me.
they give me the same, cold face.
And that kind of look as if I’m as stupid as an ass or something.
I hate that.It has happened from primary until now.And it has NEVER stopped.
ALL the teachers i know,think that i am stupid.
i bet 20,000 bucks on mr yow when he saw my results for PMR,
he couldn't very well believe his eyes that i got 8As (straight As).
yeah. i know that.
my mom saw the expression on his face.
i know he couldn't believe his eyes.
and everytime i ask him a question,he looks damn reluctant to explain it to me.
he lets me feel as if i'm an idiot or something.
the way he looks at me when i ask him bout something.geez.
some teachers.

and, YAY!
ms Hoo will be leaving our school next term!
yush yush yush!then.... new teacher.mr Lee, i guess.

that's what they say.lol. now that i told him that i didn't like him,
( right after i know that i didn't like him anymore)i feel so relaxed.
the invisible burden was lifted up as soon as i told him.i could finally breathe.
inhale, exhale,inhale,exhale.
not that i hate that guy or whatever.but, i just can't let myself lie to him and stuff.it's not fair. .
not only to me, but him as well.
if i told him a year later, it'll be worse.
horrible.i dunno if that was true..amber told me that he umm, likes me A LOT.not just a little, but a lot a lot a lot.'twas according to kok wai, said she.not that i wanna brag and stuff,i don't know why does he even like me?i'm not a nice person, to be frank.he doesn't know me that well.if he knew the real me, i BET 1 MILLION on it,that he'll regret liking me.
plus, i don't have a likeable personality.

today, ms sharon was talking about pregnancy.she said her baby was wihout oxygen for 16 hrs..damn. 16 hrs. i dunno how'd her baby survived.she said something about the student doctors punctured hersomething water. the thing where baby lives in, or aiyah. dunno lah.she was then unconscious. no strenght to push and stuff.
She kept bleeding and bleeding and bleeding and bleeding and bleeding.
She couldn’t move for two days. This is abnormal.

Note to self: do not get pregnant.

zoo negara

2008-04-01T17:48:00.000+08:00

[ weird. i dunno what happened]

[ me and the remains of the lion. lol]

zoo
zoo.
i want zoo.
i liek lion.
:3

the moment of truth

2008-03-29T23:23:00.000+08:00

i told him that i didn't like him.
yes. and it was horrible.
I GOT BLAMED.
for trying to give him " false hopes'' and should've told him ''the truth''.
as if there was any false hopes.
there wasn't.
and i didn't lie at all.
I DID NOT.
i told him i wasn't sure and stuff.
and i asked him AGAIN if he remembered that i tiold him i wasn't sure.
he said, YES.
alright, i asked him if he was aware that i might like/ might not like him
he told me that he was aware.
Yeah right. aware shmaware.
at the end, 我被人家怨我没告诉他真话反而给了他假像.
他奶奶的! 有没有搞错!?
还好我没接受他
真是太幸运了.

难道他想要我一直拖拖拖
拖到我考完SPM才告诉他吗?
...........
要是这样, 他受到的伤害不是更大了?
早知道我就不留情了.
一句话.
我不喜欢你! 我不想见到你或收到你的短讯!!
因为真的, 我一听到我的点话响,我就十指紧扣,一直念念有词...
不是他,不是他...
妈的. 臭男人.
我是倒了八辈子的霉才认识了这样的一个人.
有眼无珠啊!
太冤枉了.

paramount

2008-03-21T14:30:00.002+08:00

yush.
today is teh paramount day. D:
i'm in group singing.
singing i'll be there for you. :3
ian and ch'n wen is preparing for duet now.
i like the song. xD
just now when we were practising our group,
ch'n wen was was freaking.
stresssed little singer.
xDDD
OMGOMGOMG.
group later.
group. singing.
aijoo. physics extra class. D:
just now.
and. amber, who is sick, ate my food.
like, WHAT?!
D:
i think i'll get her sickness soon.
-_______-''
uhuhuhu~
post post post!

-anne signing out-

paramount

2008-03-21T14:30:00.001+08:00

Yesterday, was the day.

2008-03-21T14:18:00.000+08:00

yes.
yesterday was the day.
yesterday.
something happened. xD

now, i sorta hope that stuff didn't happen at all.
euf. i hate myself for that.
shit shit shit.

tsk tsk.

THE DAY.

2008-03-21T08:38:00.000+08:00

teary eye

2008-03-17T20:30:00.001+08:00

today, nat elbowed me in the eye.
D:
my eyes kept tearing.
and tearing.
and tearing.
at least i'm not blind.

2008-03-17T17:40:00.000+08:00

today's weather was weird.
it was so hot.
then suddenly it rained.
-_________-

then. it stopped.
after 5 minutes.
hmmm.
then, when i reach home,
it's like.
i can't walk.
as if someone jabbed some medical thingy
into my legs.
weirdd.
and i just ate noodles.
korean.
haih.
this post is so 废.

it's raining!

2008-03-11T17:48:00.000+08:00

it's raining.
and i am in my mother's factory.

I NEED TO BLOODY PEE!
i must go to the toilet!
but it is raining heavily outside
plus the toilet is OUTSIDE.
OUTSIDE.
haih. nevermind lah.
but first.
i need the key.

where's the bloody key?!
shoot.
she must've taken the key with her.
oh no.
i think i'm going to burst.

extra class

2008-03-11T17:06:00.000+08:00

today is the last day of my extra class.
happie!
BUT.
first, i gotta list down the things that i wanna talk about
before i forget them.
1. text msges last night
2. incident this morning(H)
3. incident this morning (school)
4, after school.

text messages last night,
i was texted him laSt night,
but. he didn't wanna talk.
i guess. so i ended it early.
gave some lame reason like
i gotta sleep now.
although it was 9 pm.
freaking lame.

2. incident this morning (home)
when i was rushing rushing rushing
this morning, i placed my bag on top
on the shoe rack thing,
my bag, which is horribly BIG,
slammed into the Jesus picture thing.
THEN. my dad gave me a hard, cold stare.
geez. it was an accident,
not like i did it on purpose.
and i told him that i'm sorry.
so, i picked it up and put it back.
stil he gave me the hard, cold stare. D:
MISERABLE morning.

3. incident this morning (school)
i was running like a madwoman this morning,
because i was late for MR YOW's extra class.
i met carmen on the way and we were freaking
like chickens.
and before we reach the class, we were practising outside
what kind of reason we can give mr yow.
but, the TRUTH is always the best
so we told him that we were late and very very sorry.
he didn't say anything, so i guess we were safe..
then, he asked me if i told the others that extra class was at this morning
i said i told kok wai to tell them. because i didn't have their number and it was last minute and stuff.
ugh. that fool. he didn't tell them.
irresponsible guy. haih.
i shall never place my trust on him, ANYMORE.
haih.
so later, mr yow asked if i finished my homework.
i nod my head jerkily.
like the puppet thingies you see in cars, the one on the dashboards.
then. sat in front of mr yow for 15 minutes, with richard.
to discuss answers. but. all my answeres were WRONG.
damn embarrassed. T.T
ok. so BIO.
5C and 5M ( my class) combined together.
i sat with my friends
and they asked me who was the guy that i like.
i told them which one was him.
the one in white clothes and jeans.
umm. then they saw him.
their comment was : ANNE, HE LOOKS LIKE A GUY VERSION OF YOU
okay... ;___________:
a guy version of me. it has never happened to me before.
interesting. it's either he looks like a girl,
or i, unfortunately, look like a boy. D:
A BOY.
i think it must be the second one. xD

4. after school
today, we left school very very early
earlier than usual. xD
because bio was put in the morning.
as mr chew went to vietnam with his MRS.
not mistress, ha. ha. ha. ( this was what mr chew said.)
so lame.
and i was freaking paranoid because i thought he didn't want to talk to me anymore.
and i kept saying that i was stupid.
then my friends kept asking why and helped me out.
so, they temaned me to wait for my mom.
lol. they were skipping chemistry. tsk tsk.xD
then we talked about relationships and stuff.
then, according to amanda,
when she turned around to look at him,
-many many times-
she said, he was looking at me.
and kept looking at me.
xD
shit. how the heck am i going to end this?

hmm.
and i guess, this is the LONGEST blog i've ever written in my life.

2008-03-11T17:04:00.000+08:00

I took the "what's your love token?" quiz on gURL.com
		Your love token is... a lover's knot You're a tough cookie to figure out. Others think they know you, but there's a tendency to misread your feelings and emotions. That's probably why you're drawn to those who can appreciate your complexity and independence. Read more... What's your love token?

2008-03-02T17:37:00.000+08:00

elephants are small.
lol. great. i must draw badges for green house. D:
i can't draw badges for nuts.
i think i'm gonna produce sucky badges.
real sucky ones.

lol. the hell song rawks.
last night, when i was writing my bm essay,
i counted my words. and found out i had 666 words.
lol. 666. according to those christians, 666= devil's number.
coincidential...? :0
i think not. anyways, i think mr selvam is going to keel me.
not enuff words. minimum 700 words for that damned essay.
but. i've only got 666 words.
which is.. which is...umm.
shit. my math sucks.
wait. 700 minus 666 is 34.
i'm lacking 34 more words.

D:

tests.?

2008-02-20T19:08:00.001+08:00

i had my physics and moral today.
YAY. it's a miracle i tell ya.
i could actually understand physics when i was studying it last night.
like, WHOA!
ohohohohoho
i'm so hypar today.
and for the test, i could actually ANSWER THEM.
I COULD ANSWER!

i can't understand physics for nuts...NOT.

class test. D:

2008-02-19T18:27:00.000+08:00

today, i just had my chemistry paper.
13 marks are gone.
because i left that question out.
lol. whatever lah.
then junlin asked why didn't i ask him
i was like, you sit so far!
otherwise i'll go PSSSTTT!!! JUN LIN!! I DUNOO HOW TO DO QUESTION 1! TEACH ME! -loudly-
if thhis happens. mr yow is going to kil ME.
haih. chemistry. aND i'm gonna have physics tomorrow. D:
physics is retarded. D:<>
and i never pay attention during lessons. XD

i can't understand physics for nuts.

OH MAI GAWD.

2008-02-17T15:12:00.000+08:00

like. OMGOMGOMG.
so there's this guy in my class. *ahem*
we've been texting since chinse new year.
and i THINK i kinda like him

YESTERDAY
texting...again.
YA. it was like. at night already.
then he said he was going to sleep and stuff.
i was kinda sad, and he noticed.
lol. so he told me he would stay up. just for me. XD
and then i started to melt. -cough-
then i forgot what happened.. but we were talking.
he sent another message, something about me being sad
therefore he'll stay up because he can't sleep when i'm sad.

XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

tsk. tsk. tsk.
and i freaking MELTED. MWAR.
until jane told me that he was trying to charm meh. lol.
i'm older than her but she knows guys more than i do.
AND. SHE IS OFFICIALLY ME SENSEI. XD

parents oustation

2008-02-16T12:01:00.000+08:00

lol.okay.
my parents are in hong kong now. they went there yestreday. D:
haih. whatever lah.
now. i shall express my deepest darkest feelings.

this year, is my SPM year. i hate it. i really really hate it.
my mom forces me to take 12 freaking subjects. DUDE.
it is MY SPM. not hers. NOT HERS.
and i know that i can't cope. because i have TOO MANY already,
she NEVER understands me. Just because her friends's children ALL- who are smartypants-
take 12 subjects, doesn't mean that i MUST take 12 subjects. dude. I KNOW WHERE I STAND.
I KNOW that i can't study 12 subjects with such limited time. ugh.

i wanted to drop physics. but my dad convinced me that physics might help or whatsoever.
OK. i'll take physics. nevermind. because jun lin offered to teach me and i have tuition. blah blah blah.
yeah, whatever. but i don't wanna take bible study now. it is a waste of time.
plus, i am very busy already. when i come back from school, i'll be rushing for tuitions.
rushing rushing and rushing. it's what you call a stereotype life. or whatever.
when i come back, i'll have to do chores. and then later, study-if i can-.
i know i always complain and stuff. but i really don't wanna take bible study.
and. my mom likes to compare others with me. especially the SMARTYPANTS kinda ppl.
" look, they got ___A's ."
" look, _________ got first in singing,"
" look, _________ got first in _______."
does she know that i am me and i AM ALSO special?
well, obviously she doesn't.
she never knows.
she never knows.
i'm worthless to her.

世界在变化着。

2008-01-18T14:10:00.000+08:00

当你不喜欢一个人的时候，就算他没来烦你，你都会觉得很恶心。对。我就是这么觉得。好恶心！
接下来，我不知道可以说些什么。今天，是我朋友的生日。我以为今天我和牙医预约了。所以，不能参加他的生日。哎。大摆乌龙！头疼啊！！！
星期二的时候，我们学校里有着一年一度的 sports house practice。呃。讨厌死了。因为被校长捉到。又在被他骂的时候当作透明人，看不到我。讨厌。早知道我就掉头走好了。无聊。
学校的生活很闷。而且今年我是中五的学生。 SPM. 压力压力！天天补习。又要拿bible study, 真是4896。

reluctant.

2008-01-11T08:30:00.000+08:00

oh my, oh my. isn't it FUN?
when everyone is going to genting but you can't?
because YOU had to go to some kebajikan stuff.
YOU are going to sulk.
YOU are left behind.
note: all these YOUs here are ME. anne.

man, this sucks.
i asked if i could go for paintball since i can't go to genting.
dad said NO. NO NO NO NO NO
thanks to my big mouthed brother
who can't stop yapping about
THE DISADVANTAGES OF PAINTBALL.

YAy. i can't go.
until i kept pestering my dad about the paintball
he finally said yes. in a reluctant-ish sorta way.
he didin't want me to go.

this morning. my com wouldn't work.
then later, miraculously, it did.
then. THE MOUSE ISN"T FUNCTIONING PROPERLY. D:<
pissed. PISSED

no more rudolph. no more reindeers. no nothing.
uggh.
shit. shit.shit.
genting is gone.
no more genting.
genting.
-groan-

horrible mood making everyone staying away from me.
yay. D:

ANIMATIONS!

2007-12-06T19:19:00.000+08:00

OH, jane.
my savior.

....
....
......

you have transformed my once boring blog

into a..... chunted one!

i love the animations! you MUST KNOW that.

they arez awesomes.really, darlink.

THEY ARE.

now, thanks to you, my blog thingy is.....

COLORFUL!

soon, i'll be OFF to china.

goodbye, pretty malaysia.

oh, tanahku yang saya paling cintai. D:

Anneeee!

2007-12-02T01:54:00.000+08:00

Hi. It's Jane here! :D

Just to tell you, to change your About Me and other stuff (add your links out, etc.)...
You just have to click Template, then Page Elements.

It's easy editing. (: Just don't mix up the HTML/Javascript thingy.. Cos that's the animation.

You can add other stuff like photos and crud.
Just SMS me if you need any more info.
Or tell me in person, lol.

I hope you like the new layout too. x)

Don't forget to save after you've finished editing!

-Jane

♡P.S. : Sorry that I couldn't put the "I'm a tiger" icon. It just doesn't fit. It looks funny when I put it there. x)

♡P.P.S : The heart is just to look cool, not in the weird feelings way. Lol. :p Have fun looking at the animation anyway. xD

LOL

2007-11-06T18:50:00.001+08:00

my cousin introduced me to blogspot. she said blogspot will be better.
better than xanga.
BETTER
now that not a soul knows about this
i can blog anything
ANYTHING!
hahahaha
freedom!

i'm now suffering from peer pressure
seperated from my friends
not much to talk about with them anymore
wait.. more like, nothing to talk about.
i feel that they are leaving me out of everything
they can't feel my pain
they don't know how i'm feeling since we're in different classes.
ugh.
this guy is like, bothering me
AND. i told them
they freaking sed it was NOTHING. ugh.

until here today.

此网站已处于瘫痪中...

1-12-2008,MONDAY.

leeburteee.SPM.BRAIN.

罚写

ahoy ahoy!

oh crap, it's back.

farewell, cousin!

untitled.

你，非我族类。

boob attack

so tired.

Anne

Dear Lavender

ohoho, a broken leg.

让它随风飘逝吧！

hair problems. gone.

变态的心理

i hate kids

leave a comment. dammit.

switch switch

i kissed.

spiderr.

naked

FUWUHAHAHAHA.

tag. you're it.

changing slowly

raiN.

dreams

sleep talk and hearing aids

3 wayS conference.

SHE

the photostat shop.

morning people.

hat yai.

condoms. hair ties.

sorry, your account has been terminated without....

bone marrows. osteoperosis. love.

drip drip.. splat

black and gold, baby!

don't you come back no more!

that thursaday..

paramount chanpionship

i walk like.....

buzz buzz buzz

: o

my oral project

my legs

我的志愿和梦想

we are friends!

i'm fine now.

my feelings.

yesterday. the day before yesterday.

zoo negara

the moment of truth

paramount

paramount

Yesterday, was the day.

THE DAY.

teary eye

it's raining!

extra class

tests.?

class test. D:

OH MAI GAWD.

parents oustation

世界在变化着。

reluctant.

ANIMATIONS!

Anneeee!

LOL